I HATE IT...

I hate riding any vehicle for long,
especially when I'm alone.
Its span of time makes my mind look back and reminisce
the things I don't want to remember--those embarrassing and painful moments,
even those heart-warming events.

I hate the way how it slowly brings me back to
the past--when I was not yet brave enough.
I hate how it stumbles my mind between
gratifying experiences and innocence.
I hate how it makes me feel again
what I already felt before.

I just hate the moment when those things
come back to my mind, so fresh
that it feels like I'm into that situation again.

HiHiHi...

A man took my self-respect once.
Now I have it again,
No man can ever take it away.

A man broke my heart once.
Now it's already fixed,
I'll make sure no man can ever hurt it again.

I lost my faith on the word "trust" once.
Now it's already renewed,
I will never give it to any undeserving man.

It's bitterness right?
I just imagined those stuffs anyway,
It's just the way I want to begin my day.

L O L

I'M SORRY :'c

I'm sorry I didn't even bother to see who is the real you
I'm sorry for the doubts and for the faith I didn't lay on you
I'm sorry for the heartaches I have caused
I'm sorry for the words I have said that made you insensitive
I'm sorry for making you feel stupid
I'm sorry for pointing all the blame on you
I'm sorry for acting that way
I'm sorry for this late realization
I'm sorry for loving you in a way I used to
For now it will end like this
I know time puts things into place
I did love you so that I can never stop too

MOTHER

Last weekend, I'm with my mother.
She freed me from worries.
Her hug and kiss is like a magic spell
Sprinkled to me by her dwell.
I now have enough strength to
remind myself I'm special in many ways.
Just like mother makes me feel I'm her little angel.
She is God's gift to me when I need a refugee.
She encourage me to aim high, as far I can fly.
Her name is Josephine...
She is my mother and I'm proud of her.

A LADY

A young lady captures the hearts of many.
But hers is full of agony.
She looks calm, yet she carries a lot of burden.

She speaks softly to gratify somebody,
but her words could kill you violently.
A lady who lives in the world she alone can enter
where secrets and tears seem to be her only neighbors.

My Inspiration

I miss my family...
I miss mama and papa...
I miss my sis and bro...
I miss my pets, Badin and Lysa and the flower horn.
I miss home!!
It's so hard to stay far from them.
I hope I could come home soon.