I HATE IT...

I hate riding any vehicle for long,
especially when I'm alone.
Its span of time makes my mind look back and reminisce
the things I don't want to remember--those embarrassing and painful moments,
even those heart-warming events.

I hate the way how it slowly brings me back to
the past--when I was not yet brave enough.
I hate how it stumbles my mind between
gratifying experiences and innocence.
I hate how it makes me feel again
what I already felt before.

I just hate the moment when those things
come back to my mind, so fresh
that it feels like I'm into that situation again.